i don't want to

I don’t want to
Eat my meals at the same time day after day
Doing everything the exact way
Because it is what is expected
From me
I want every day to be a surprise
To not know what will happen
To feel excitement
In the unknown
I don’t want to
Feel like i haven’t achieved anything
Because I do things differently
I do things my way
I want to
feel alive
When I’m sitting alone
Following my thoughts
Following my own rules
That are not rules
But intuition
I want to
walk on beaches
Through forests
On mountain tops
Through meadows
With wild flowers
I want to
have the courage
To take a leap
To start something new
To express my creativity
I want to
Live my truth
In every aspect
Of life
My life